juz coming back from my village

thanks to Allah..d funeral....done well....i saw her face for d last time..i kiss her forehead for d last time every1 crying that time...me too but i control myself...redha dgn apa yg tjadi..condolence to her families member..

kesian her mum n sister...crying all d tme...lg2 adik dia smpai x mau pergi exam spm...tp lumrah hidupkan yg dtg pasti akan pergi kan..b4 she died...she urge her mom to go to hospital....cpt mak sakit sgt dh ni...dh smpai hospital...dia ckp lg...tolong aku kak(eldest kazen)...so sad..she really want to live that much...but...


dia pun pnah ckp ngn mak dia....mak kalo mak tlmbat kali ni...x smpat mak tgk muka aku...mmg btol2...mak dia tlambat ckit masuk bilik wad...dia dh meninggal...before she dies...nenek aku menangis sbelah dia...dia tolongkan lapkan air mata nenek n ckp..jgn nangis..im ok... T_T.....

sblm kematiannya...dia nmpak sehat..kuat mkn...bleh tgk tv..tsenyumm..cmua org didnt expected she die..

smasa awal2 dia sakit tenat..dia pernah ckp ngn aunty aku..aunty aku nak balik  17 nanti..hari ahad....aunty aku pun ckp kt dia...x yah la risau pasal balik tmpat blaja dlu..pkirkan ksihatan dlu ...tp kazen aku tu ckp..xpa..aku balik 17 nt...cmua org diam..semua org ingt dia nak balik ke tempat balaja???

nows...everyone know what she mean....aku balik 17 nt....dia mninggal 17 hari lepas dia jtuh sakit...hari ahad..dia meninggal pada hari ahad.....

smpai skrng aku masih tbayang2 wajahnya yg ketwa riang berborak bsama aku....ingat lg zaman kanak2..masa kami bdua sgt akrab...msti ada bersama..main lumpur x kesah....jln2 smpai maghrib smpai mak marah pun x kesah.....aku pun mcm x pcaya..tiba2 dia hilang...i love u..even though i didnt show it to u.....

semoga arwah dirahmati ALLAH